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Name: Anime Freak Addict Country: United States State: California Birthday: 5/8/1982 Gender: Female
Interests: A lot of the times I'm a busy freak. But when I can, I like to be lazy. I'm a born recluse for unknown reasons but I love solitude. I love my friends even though I don't act like it, but I hope they know that I love them from the bottom of my heart! **muah** Expertise: I'm an expert in INSANITY. Occupation: Student Industry: Education/Research
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Member Since:
3/17/2003
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| This is how I feel....
Today: BLAH! 
So, poop on you guys! 
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| Helloooooo I'm back! I've been Miss Super Workaholic these
days plus service hog. Because of that I had a 14 hour day
yesterday...but that's okay. Because it's me, and I'm reatarded
like that! 
I have work again tonight, but that's just expected. I think if I didn't have work people would just look like this:
to me. Like, HUH? YOU ACTUALLY HAVE DAYS OFF? Holy
crap, it's the end of the world!! hahahaha, anyways, I guess I
should finish packing since I'm moving in about 9 days or
so....yikes.....I HATE PACKING!!!!!!!! 
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| Ho hum, look who's baaaack!? Konnichiwa everyone! I know
it's been a while but I just recalled having a xanga site so I thought
it would be a good idea to come back. hahahahaha. I'll try
to write in here more often, but chances are with my forgetfulness and
my schedule, this'll be the last entry for a long time. But who
knows? Miracles do happen. Anyways, I've been dutifully
working and doing service projects all summer so far. I'm having
a lot of fun doing all that I can to keep myself busy. Of course,
when I get the chance to finally come home and rest I enjoy the
solitude immensely. No offense to any of my friends. I hope
all my friends can understand that I don't mean to push anyone
away. It's just with so many things going on in my life, when the
day comes to an end, I want the chaos and noises to stop so I can just
lie down and breathe. All my friends are very important to me,
even if no one believes me, and I thought it would be nice to write it
down because I'm sure I've been aggravating a few of my friends due to
my desire to be alone. I'm sorry!
Lately, I've wanted to be alone more and more, and I think it's because
my entire day is usually filled with the hustle and bustle of work and
service projects. I keep rejecting my friends' offer to go out
and I'm beginning to feel really bad. I don't mean to be
hardheaded and spoiled even though I know I am. I don't mean to
be selfish, even though it's becoming apparent that I really am.
It seems that the only way to get me out of my home is to physically
come over and drag me out. It's really sad how it's come to
that. Therefore, this entry is a public apology to those who I
have unintentionally hurt. I never know if something's my fault
or if I get someone angry for something I did. I'm generally
cluless on these kind of matters and the only way I'll learn is if
someone will tell me. Everyone, I'm going to try harder to be a
better friend. What time I have I'm willing to give so please
forgive my past trangressions and give me a call whenever you'd
like.
With Love,
Mindy 
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| Oh wow, it's been a helluva long road with a crap load of drama in just a couple of months. Actually in the last month. But yeah, I'm glad that so many things worked out and that everyone is still alive and breathing. For those of you who know me, you know the long haul has been rough but we've all made it! Go you APhiO'ers. Y'all made it. lol, didn't think I'd make it myself, but I did! Woo Hoo! Hey, so if ya'll are bored come on over, chill, bring stuff, let's all watch Family Guy or Simpsons, or something else from my vast dvd collection and we'll all just veg out in a food coma. HAHAHAH. Dude, I love everyone!
For those who I haven't spoken to in a long time: (i.e. Christin, Sarah, Soo, Angela) Miss you guys a lot and hope school's not kicking the crap out of you (except you Angela! I hope that work's not tiring you out too much! **muah!**). Hope to see you soon!  | | |
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